Anticipation

I have been waiting forever
for something I know is there;
But every time I get close enough
all I find is... air!

Maybe it's a pile of money,
or simply peace of mind;
Whatever I feel hovering near
I cannot manage to find.

In great anticipation
I have brought myself to tears;
If I ever solve this mystery
will it end my doubts and fears?

Now I am nearly too old to wait
for this wonderful gift or pain;
Time has brought me to a place
where I feel I have nothing to gain.

It's time for me to pass along -
whatever I have been waiting for;
Such prolonged anticipation requires
a younger, more dedicated, mentor.

Lora Frikken - 1-1-2009